here I am 32 years old and all I have to show for it is some really bad anxiety.im a felon who not only struggles to find employment, but I also struggle to keep jobs because my anxiety eats at my mind. I live at home with my dad who helps support me and my toddler, I really can't go back to working in a factory because I'm not meant for those hard ass jobs. life has me on a ticking clock that's beating me, I have no degree, and my past will not allow me to get a decent job I'm too fat for porn and I couldn't balance on a pole to save my life I'm really open to anyone who has any suggestions
what I'm about to say is a true story. I'm going to protect the identity of the other people in this story! I'm also not going to be specific about the details of the location. at one point in my life, I was avoiding the law by living in a place where I didn't consider to be my home, but I was familiar with this place and with the people who lived there, I was also very familiar with the area. I will just go ahead and say that the place where I was living at the time could have been considered to the trap house from the people passing by and the neighbors. so, the neighbors already probably weren't really fond of the place. so, to get to the horrible part I want to say there is a trigger warning that comes with this, so if child loss or overdose bothers you, please scroll away and don't read. it was early spring, 55-degree days but the sun was just too nice to be inside that morning. I was outside just cleaning up and doing odd jobs just to stay busy. to put t...
years have gone by and all that I know my life looking back is all just a blur remember the good times I can't recall all that comes up is the withdraw the feeling of pain sweats and all but once the fix came I can't remember at all what did I do what did I say a blur of regret that still haunts me to this day looking for peace I guess you could say I never found that while playing this game pain and betrayal money and thieves I've got what you need says Satan indeed barrow and beg steal and plead this chaos is thick I'm unable to see a way out is tough a way out is free finding an exit was not easy one tries then two three tries then four I did a little time now my feet are on the floor the bottom feels low but the faith will insure follow your light and there's your door one month then two keep pushing fourth looking back now two years are restored a baby was born and I can remember it all...
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